You are not alone

my sister and I

EXAM IS FINALLY OVER! Yeah, time to party man! Goodbye NYP. Have been enjoying much since then. After my last paper on Thursday, met up with Meng, Laoni and friends. Dinner at amk and shopped at NTUC for drinks (mixer) before heading to Dolly's house to Pai Nian, gamble and drink. No win no lose cos Heni wins all. Even 1 handful is not enough for her to contain all the coins. Imagine how much she wins. And they went clubbing after that but Meng and I give it a missed. I'm too drained from the weeks of studying. Yeah you can imagine having 4 papers (Monday to Thurday) in a row. Whatever, lets pray for the As.

And comes Friday. The fateful day when my sister leaves for HongKong to work for 1 year. My family and I send her off to the airport in the afternoon, with some of my relatives and her friends. As usual Mother cried, she can't bear to send her off so she did not stay long to see her off the departure gate. Gushes of sadness went through me when I see her back slowly disappeared into the crowd. I guess we just have to get used to changes. Anyway I hope her boyfriend must be strong, I do not wish to see her 3 years r/s to falter because of the distance. Same goes to my family. We will visit her soon when I saved up enough money to fly over. Promise. After sending her off, Meng and I went bedok for dinner with my cousin, aunt, and my super chubby cute nephew (pinch cheecks). And Home sweet home!

So later on, gonna go for Meng's friend's 21st birthday party. And tomorrow, movie and prawning (hopefully) with Meng. Oh yes I'm going to sign the offer letter with UOB on Monday. And 8 to 10 March, I'll be off to Genting! WOOHOO I LOVE HOLIDAY! Meanwhile, all the best for those who are still having their exam. I know you will have the temptation to slack sometimes but hang it there. It's the last lap, finish the race well and see you at the graduation ceremony!

Annoying Orange Saw

Jigsaw wants to play a game.

Annoying Orange wants to play something else.

HAHAHAHAHA!

For tomorrow it spells freedom

I really can't help but emphasize it again.

LAST PAPER TOMORROW - IFT.

My favourite module for this sem.

All 3 paper for the past 3 days went pretty well.

I hope it goes the same for tomorrow.

It's crazy right for having 4 papers straight in a row.

I know right?

Anyway, tomorrow spells freedom.

Hang it there people, JIAYOU!

Lady Gaga, The Illuminati Puppet

I got so bored of studying, hence I decided to read about Lady Gaga.
Not really a research but am just curious to know more about her.
Since I AM still a fan of her songs anyway, even after reading.

Caution: This is a long post. If you're not interested in Lady Gaga, please shoo.

The symbolism surrounding Lady Gaga is so blatant that one might wonder if it’s all a sick joke. Illuminati symbolism is becoming so clear that analyses like this one becomes a simple exercise of pointing out the obvious. Her whole persona (whether its an act or not) is a tribute to mind control, where being vacuous, incoherent and absent minded becomes a fashionable thing.

Okay from what I had understand, simply said that Lady Gaga is somewhat being mind-controlled by idk who and how, robotic in another words and absent minded.




Essential Background Information

What do you mean by “mind control”? I suggest you research “project MK Ultra” to get a little background information on the subject. Here’s a quick overview taken from the surprisingly accurate Wikipedia:

Project MK-ULTRA, or MKULTRA, was the code name for a covert CIA mind-control and chemical interrogation research program, run by the Office of Scientific Intelligence. The published evidence indicates that Project MK-ULTRA involved the surreptitious use of many types of drugs, as well as other methods, to manipulate individual mental states and to alter brain function.

An outgrowth of that project is unofficially referred to as “Project Monarch”. It is a mind control technique which exposes the subject to a trauma so violent that his/her mind creates a dissociation. The victim’s brain becomes compartmentalized and a new personality, which is then molded and educated by the manipulators, emerges.

“When a person is undergoing trauma induced by electroshock, a feeling of light-headedness is evidenced; as if one is floating or fluttering like a butterfly. There is also a symbolic representation pertaining to the transformation or metamorphosis of this beautiful insect: from a caterpillar to a cocoon (dormancy, inactivity), to a butterfly (new creation) which will return to its point of origin. Such is the migratory pattern that makes this species unique.”

Butterfly Symbolism

What we must retain here is the symbolism Monarch project engendered and its use in mass media. Monarch is a type of butterfly and became the ultimate “insider’s”symbol of mind control. Symbolism surrounding Lady Gaga, in her pictures and videos, mixes those symbols with occultism of secret societies.. Her vacuous, robotic and slightly degenerate persona embodies all the “symptoms” of a mind control victim.

Let’s look at what Lady Gaga represents, starting by the basics: her name.

Gaga is a term that immediately refers to absent mindedness. Here are some synonyms taken from a thesaurus:

Given to lighthearted silliness: empty-headed, featherbrained, flighty, frivolous, frothy, giddy, harebrained, lighthearted, scatterbrained, silly. Slang birdbrained, dizzy.
Afflicted with or exhibiting irrationality and mental unsoundness: brainsick, crazy, daft, demented, disordered, distraught, dotty, insane, lunatic, mad, maniac, maniacal, mentally ill, moonstruck, off, touched, unbalanced, unsound, wrong.

Her Logo

Her logo is pretty revealing and particularly fitting. Its a headless female body with a bolt of lightning going through her and exiting her genitalia. There is once again a focus on the lack of conscious thought by the singer. The body looks like the weird headless mannequins you find at clothing stores. The bolt of lightning implies that her thoughtless body has been “charged” with a force that gives it life (interesting note: trauma-based mind control is often induced using electro-shock treatments).

All-Seeing Eye Symbolism
You only need to look at a couple of Lady Gaga pictures or videos to notice that she is constantly hiding one of her eyes.
One thing is for sure: Lady is Gaga for the All-Seeing Eye.

This last picture is very significant. It confirms the fact that the closed eye is used in the context of esoteric symbolism. Her left eye is in her hand, referring to the Hand of Fatima (evil eye). Also, one can’t ignore the resemblance with good ol’ Baphomet.

Her Videos



Lady G is talking in a vaporous and robotic way, as if she was lobotomized, about a man who “swallowed her brain”. Gaga is questioned by a man who is talking in a very strange and hypnotic matter. If this is not about mind control, I have no idea what its about.

Paparazzi Video


Lady Gaga - Paparazzi (Official Music Video)

Lady Gaga MySpace Video

To Conclude

Lady Gaga incorporates in her videos, photos and shows symbolism that refers to the Illuminati and mind control. Her symbolism is deep, esoteric and even spiritual yet she makes song like “Just Dance” which is about being totally numb. This paradoxical aspect of Lady Gaga is something that deserves to be analyzed and understood. While masses of young people imitate Gaga’s gestures, her act is part of a bigger system that incorporates many other stars with the same symbolism. She is creative and a gifted song writer. But at the end of the day, the “Lady Gaga” persona is a Fame Monster, doing everything required to be an international superstar, including incorporating in her act the symbolism of the elite, making her an Illuminati puppet.

What’s your opinion on the subject, Lady Gaga?

-Credits to the VIGILANT, for this interesting article.

I'll be bulletproof

This will be my last post til my exam is over.
Meanwhile, enjoy the musics that I had uploaded.
Enjoy studying people.
Cos I am. HAHA!
All the best to myself.
And all the best to all having exams.

And the prawns go NOM NOM NOM

So, midnight prawning is definitely a fun activity.
Except that it gets a little bit boring when you are waiting for the prawns to get hook.
But when the prawn gets hook,
SURE IT'S EXCITING!
Damn the prawn that got away after eating up the worms we bought.
Shall let the pictures to do the talking.

While Meng is waiting happily for the prawn to get hook...

While the impatient me trying my best to wait patiently...

TA-DA! We caught a prawn! :D
WOOHOO look at the pathetic number of prawns that we caught during the 3 hours!

No need to count lahhh Meng, we can count using our 2 hands just nice.

After we caught the prawns, we need to shove the stick up the ass of the prawns.
Actually, Meng did all the sticking. haha. I'm quite freaked out cos they are still alive!

And it's done, effortlessly.
EEEK. THE PRAWN IS STILL ALIVE AFTER A STICK IS SHOVED UP!
Actually, it's not scary at all. CHEY!And now, it's time to cook them!
And it took us so long to start the fire...Poor prawns, for being cooked alive.While cooking, Meng acting Macho only. CHEY.

FINALLY! THEY ARE COOKED!We are so hungry by the time the prawns are cooked.
Poor prawns again. Not long ago you were swimming happily, and now you are so going to be in our stomach. But sorry, we are still eating you. Blame you for being so delicious.
And all goes well, end well!

Thats all folks!

A new chapter

Despite the scary interview by 3 HR manager,
Despite the 30 minute interrogation likka criminal,
UOB just called.
YES, I GOT THE JOB!
I will be going down next week to sign contract.

Another day for mugging

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL!

These 2 days was pretty much boring.

Stayed home whole day to study for my exams.

And slept for 12 hours each night for 2 consecutive night.

No, I'm not a pig.

These are just to make up for the loss of sleep for the past few weeks when projects steal away my precious hours of sleep

So that pretty much concludes my cny.

Eat, sleep and study.

I'm not joking you know.

I haven't step out of my house for the past 2 days.

Okay... So now,

I'M GOING OUT FOR MIDNIGHT PRAWNING!

The final days

Today marks the end of my 3 years tertiary education.
No, I am not happy at all.
In fact, I'm consumed by sadness.
I am definitely gonna miss those days in NYP.
Shall not speak of the cliche like how fast time pass.
Yes, we all know it.

Throughout the journey, I have had acquired much skills and knowledge.
Of course, things that are related to my diploma and whats not.
Things which I am going to bring with me to the workforce.
The friends made in class and outside classroom.
They are the ones that make up my days in NYP.
Without them, school life would have suck.

I must say, my present class is the best class I can ever get.
The most happening class throughout my 10 years of education.
Because not everything is about academic performance.
I have classmates who make songs, perfoms on stage and makes album.
I am confident to say that everyone in this class has their own talents.
Humours and laughter in the class are the daily common sights.

And having tutors who come to the class scolding us almost everyday
Saying how difficult it is to teach my class without losing their voice
Yes, almost all of our tutors who had taugh my class said.
Some tutor even flare up at the class and storm out of the room
And having our module rep to go out to get the tutor back.

During tutorials when most of us did not prepare our answer,
we would quickly peep at the tutor's answer to copy and paste
when the tutor is not looking.
Or when we need to watch some boring videos for case study,
we would secretly forward the video when the tutor is not watching.
All the naughty things we did behind the tutor's back
are definitely going to be missed.
Haha, my class rocks. I know right?

Im looking forward to my class outing after exam.
We are going to Sakura on our last day of exam.
Til then, class photos!
Anyways, Im'ma study with my classmates at Bishan tomorrow.
Hopefully, group study works.
Enough said, pictures pictures!

Darell - he never fails to make me laugh everytime!

The Beautiful World

Living in this city where different colors merge as one
Under the sun ain't no other place can ever make me feel this way
In this spot i call home.

Beautiful lights in this lovely city
Harmony is pretty sight to behold deep inside
Despite our differences we'll find something in common
Living together as one

Diversity in unity we have come so far
Learning from each other
Loving caring sharing having fun
And our hearts beat as one
Different languages we speak is what makes us so unique
Hello beautiful world

Full Stop to Projects

Night Cycling

Me: "I'd like a coke."
Waiter: "Is Pepsi ok?"
Me: "Is Monopoly money ok?"

I rock, I know right?
Anyway I feel like playing Monopoly now.
Anyone wants to play with me?

Thankfully, Entreprenuership Day went smoothly today.
Except for some retarded questions asked by the judges.
But I'm glad that they like our business idea overall.
Jade Star Tour - Tourism specially for the Elderly.

SO.........................................
GOODBYE TO ALL THE SICKENING PROJECTS!
HELLO EXAMS! OH GOD...

TGIF

Thank God It's Friday.
Handed in Personal Selling & Negotiation Skills project today.
And done with role play presentation.
Seriously, retarded module.
Have no idea why banking students are taking this.

Tomorrow is Entrepreneurship Day.
All business students are to go school to present.
Yes, on a Saturday.
Anyway, I'm free from projects!
Like finally, I can start studying for my exams.
Which is in 2 weeks time.

Oh oh oh, UOB just called me.
To go for an interview next Wednesday.
Supposed to be in the morning,
but I have it schedule in the afternoon after school.
Hopefully, hopefully, hopefully.

As for University application,
I won't be applying for NUS and NTU.
With a business diploma, I can only take business-related courses like Accounting or Business Management.
And My GPA is off limit.
Sad, I know. Well life still goes on.

Just received this email from a friend in NUS.
I hope this is helpful.

NUS Indicative Grade Profile (Cut-off)

Year.....................2009; 2008
Accountancy........ 3.85; 3.64
Business.............. 3.75; 3.50

NTU Indicative Grade Profile (Cut-off)

Year.................... 2009; 2008
Accountancy....... 3.69; 3.71
Business............. 3.62; 3.63

SMU Indicative Grade Profile (Cut-off)

Year.................. 2009; 2008
Accountancy..... 3.77; 3.60
Business........... 3.52; 3.49

Will apply for SMU in March when I get my final sem result.
Will be applying for SIM-UOL as well.
It will take me 2 years to take a degree in Banking & Finance if I go to SIM cuz there is something known as the bridging course.
So, not that bad after all.
Time saved and money wise.
Ciao.

And we would all take the next plane home together.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything seems like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Don't worry world

I feel your pain, and it's a shame

My shoulders are hurt

And stressed from the pain

I'll meet you there

No matter where life takes me to

I'll meet you there

And even if I need you here

I'll meet you there

And I still believe

That there is more love than hate

There's more heart than ache

And we are stuck in this great big world together

Frolick, anyone?

It's FROLICK time!

YUMMILICIOUS!

with peach & colourful cereal!

and strawberry!

Nikhar, The daughter of King of India.

Shopping at Far East after Frolick. I spent $65 for 2 items. Both are last pieces, though it's better if they have new piece. Just don't like the idea of buying the display. But I just love the dress. Anyway the things from Best of Blogshop ain't cheap at all. Well since CNY is coming, a reason for me to spend. Haha I can't resist the temptation for pretty clothes. Well, it's worth the buy anyway!

Tomorrow will be a better day

Dear readers. How are you?

Hope you had a great weekend like I do.

It was a busy week for me yet fulfiling.

Of course, there's always time for play and work.

Watched imaginarium with classmates on Friday
With Jiat Xing, Ya Ting, Darell, and Chor Liang.
Had lunch at Mos Burger. The rice burger is nice.
As we ended class early at 12pm like wow
We only had presentation and tutorial was cancelled.
Haven't had lesson ended so early for so long already.
Went home in the evening to do project.
Yeah, do until next morning.
Seriously, you can just imagine how crazy the school is.

Saturday was the highlight.
NIGHT CYCLING
With classmates again!
The route is like this:
Choa Chu Kang, Jurong east, Bukit Batok, West Coast Park, City Hall, East Coast Park.
Yes, from west coast to east coast.
Cycling by the road side is my first time actually.
With cars and buses zooming by pass beside me.
It was scary at the beginning.
And my fear turned to excitement.
Indeed, it was fun and a good experience!

Came home on Sunday morning.
Slept for 3 hours before going out again.
Anyway Genting trip is confirmed by 5 of us.
Coolness. Roller coaster here we come!
So, Meng and I went National Library.
He studied while I do my project.
Til the library closes.
Okay, that concludes my weekends more or less.

It's the Monday again.
International Finance & Treasury project submission.
This project is damn sucky, I swear.
So glad that I do not have to monitor the stock market daily anymore.
No need to remind myself to print screen the stock price everyday.
No need to read the market reports and news already.
It's over, I repeat, its over. Happy me.
Count myself unlucky to have groupmates that don't do work.
Even if they do, I need to change their part altogether.
Best thing, don't know how to do P/L.
I have to do for them when my part is already enough to kill.
Compiling the report and redoing their part took me the whole day.
Damn you okay.

Whatever, project sucks.
It's 4am, bed is calling.